I'm a little late and I missed a day. I've been busy. Doesn't it seem like sometimes you switch from having nothing to do - to having something to do all the time everyday. Well, after 11 1/2 years of relationship and marriage with the same man and now being single for a year and 4 months....oh my gosh get ready. I went on a date (with a buddy). I call him a buddy. I was all twisted in knots and nervous but I insisted that we just talk and have conversation at first before anything else. I told him he must take the journey walk in getting to know who I am. I have been talking w/him for weeks now and finally agreed to meet up at Ruby Tuesday. I had a wonderful time and walked away realizing that I have been denied a few things. He knows that I am completely off limits w/regard to any intimacy (I told him to step now and don't waste mine or his time) and that getting to know me does not involve that. For the most part, its just adult conversation (b/c I am always w/my 6 yr old). Nothing more. However, I know my place and position in Christ and I will not violate that but I had a nice time.
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- Kaiya's Mom
- I'm a 41 year old christian female with one child and learning to live again. As I have learned, we are not perfect people, we are in a constant daily battle between our flesh and our will and if you are honest, you know your flesh wins occasionally. Does that mean that God can't use you? Absolutely not. Does that mean the gifts God has annointed you to do are useless? Absolutely not. It means you are human and you will have human experiences and emotions. You may have some things to work on and work out. Through the power of forgivness & repentance, God can and will use you for his glory.
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I had a (My Buddy) doll once. But mine didn't talk back....:-)
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